i had a bad day today. you were on my mind all fucking day, and i don’t know why. and then, i was a big enough fool to go through our old facebook messages from when you were abroad. and i realized that i am just a big, fat fool. because i thought when you said forever that that’s what it meant. i thought that when you said you would never stop loving me that you were telling the truth. i thought that when you promised we were fine, we actually were. but i was wrong.