day in the life.

there are people in your life who, as much as you don’t know how to explain it, mean so much to you. i was thinking about this the entire past week. a friend of a friend came to visit us last week. i think i could call him my friend as well. and honestly, i love this boy. i don’t know how to explain why i feel so close to him, why we all feel so close to each other. but he came to spokane for a concert, and i knew immediately that we were all going to have too much fun. we all laughed and joked, and as the show started with a less than mediocre opening artist, we danced with each other, me drunkenly giggling the whole time. on saturday i went to a party, because i knew he would be there, and i had to say goodbye. and there he was, looking classy as ever in his little argyle sweater and oxford shoes. and as i said goodbye, i couldn’t help but cry a little. and i haven’t been able to stop thinking about saying goodbye. it’s not that i have romantic feelings for him or anything; my feelings are anything but. i just love him, like an old friend, and want him to be here, closer to me, to us. 

i miss you colin, come back to visit soon.