December 2011
7 posts
never again will i walk down those back steps into your basement. never again will we play angry birds and eat ice cream in bed, then cuddle until we fall asleep, waking up intertwined. and i wish it wasn’t never again. but it is. and i will have to spend more time than i would like getting used to that.
“God is in the sadness and the laughter, the bitter and the sweet.”
it’ll all get better with time.
broken.
and just like that, you did it. like it was nothing. like i was nothing. like i am nothing.
“i don’t want to see you anymore.”
so casual, because, unlike me, you have given yourself time to heal already. you have rationalized, thought, convinced yourself. and this is what you want. and you’re happy now.
i guess i’m happy you’re happy. and i guess i should...
