February 2012
2 posts
January 2012
4 posts
i had a bad day today. you were on my mind all fucking day, and i don’t know why. and then, i was a big enough fool to go through our old facebook messages from when you were abroad. and i realized that i am just a big, fat fool. because i thought when you said forever that that’s what it meant. i thought that when you said you would never stop loving me that you were telling the...
December 2011
7 posts
never again will i walk down those back steps into your basement. never again will we play angry birds and eat ice cream in bed, then cuddle until we fall asleep, waking up intertwined. and i wish it wasn’t never again. but it is. and i will have to spend more time than i would like getting used to that.
“God is in the sadness and the laughter, the bitter and the sweet.”
it’ll all get better with time.
broken.
and just like that, you did it. like it was nothing. like i was nothing. like i am nothing.
“i don’t want to see you anymore.”
so casual, because, unlike me, you have given yourself time to heal already. you have rationalized, thought, convinced yourself. and this is what you want. and you’re happy now.
i guess i’m happy you’re happy. and i guess i should...
November 2011
5 posts
mexico tomorrow.
‘nuff said.
macklemore, you outdid yourself.
October 2011
7 posts
feeling awfully low.
but i guess i’m becoming more used to that.
unfortunately, my recent experiences with you can be described in no other way than disappointing. you make plans only to break them, you are perfectly content with not seeing me or speaking to me for just short of a week, and you manage to constantly remind me that i am not a priority in your life. i might expect this from other people, but not from my boyfriend.
please remember, actions speak...
pink eye. :(
September 2011
2 posts
even through my tears, You are still God.
today i sneezed and 3 people from the other side...
creepy? nah, just wonderful beings who go to gonzaga.
August 2011
3 posts
i just feel like i’m being left in the dust.
July 2011
9 posts
we had a ke$ha party last night, and i looked...
June 2011
1 post
you know what, tuesday?
i’m going to kick your ass. that’s right, i said it. i wish it were friday and i don’t want to work with children today, but i’m gonna, and i’m gonna be boss at it. you know why? because it’s summer, the sun is shining right outside, and life is beautiful.
so suck it, tuesday.
May 2011
3 posts
cannot sleep. too excited for what’s to come.
takes one to know one...
seriously though.
April 2011
8 posts
You are stronger, You are stronger
sin is broken, You have saved me
it is written, Christ is risen
Jesus, You are Lord of all
apple horse music on mtv's "the real world"?
that, my friends, is an epic win.
everything just got so fucked up so fast.